I got married.

Some of you may of noticed that I haven't being on since February. The reason for this is that I got married. I promised myself that I wouldn't be back and that this part of my life had ended. While I in no way doubt that I will remain faithful to my loving husband (there is no reason that my own choices should punish or abuse his trust) I miss the comfort of talking with people who know the real me.

I went through with it because I do love him and he is a good man. He may not be everything I was looking for but together we might have a good future. I feel its dangerous talking about this here in case it is discovered but I need too. I have so much pride and respect for those that are out. I couldn't. I would rather go the rest of my life hating this part of me then being hated by others for it. Even if it's just the ignorant people.

Just wanted to say hello again and that if anyone fancies talking feel free to send me a PM. I might be on irregular though.

For those near my position. I hope you challenge your fears and trust that love it worth it. Everything has a sacrifice so what ever path you take I you can walk it well.

You were the first person I met off here. I know your journey has being harder then you've shared but welcome back. Theres always a place here for you x

princess, u r not the first, and u r not the last, wot im saying is u r not alone in choosing wot u chosen, so theres others out there. good thing u have this place yeh?