i used to feel te same way 2. all the time
to be a traveller and be gay is very hard for us all. Dont know your age but I think as u get older u get stronger and stop careing what people think so much,
if some body loves u they accept you and love u for the person u are. u got to stop giveing a shit what people think , when they finished talking abt one person they move on to another.
travellers to day have moved on from the old ways and som now married settled people , they even do shit like take drugs , live in houses and even get jobs , really there are very little real travellers left . they get good schooling and have more then ever , theres very little poor travellers theses days which is great but hard as were losin culture and have no real place
think in life u got to love urself before u can love any one else, life is a puzzle to solve it u must live it. i cant tell u what to do , but u know whats best for u itl get bettehr