Hate being gay

I hate being gay.
I really really do. I dont think i have a place in the world. I go out there in the datign world all a bit private and secret and I really do try to find someone but its not really workin
im not fashionable, not Hot ( I work out but I still look anorexic) and last time i met someone once he found out i was a traveller he just cut all contact.

I just hate it that I cant fit in to the gay community and that no one loves me!I feel like my life is done for...I dont fit in anywhere and I dont think anyone can love me with the way I am.

Does anyone else get this way?

Being there done that and felt as shite. I think we all, on some level crave the security of a label. So easy isnt it, being a word as it takes away the fight to be real. Easy I guess if it worked and if people werent, well... People! Theres a few bastards out there but some real good ones too. Hang in there!

u r a warrior my friend, be strong, u r pavin the way for future gay travellers , be strong. just because u had a few set baks never give in, times they r a changin and u r a part of it